It is quite challenging to write different stories on the same day one has already been published. Especially when I literally only did one thing in between. So instead of writing a new one, I shall just expand on the last one.
Today wasn’t as bad as when it started. Although the rain did not stop, having time to actually do things at work and be available to customers makes the day pass by quickly without feeling useless. That’s the worst feeling for me. Is when I go to work, and feel useless. It’s a waste of time. And I’m already feeling like I’m running out of time to do other things a little bit more fulfilling.
I do not know how my perspective of today changed for having a shitty start to manageable and a tad bit fun. Maybe it was having a busy start to my job allowed me to feel useful for the day. Sometimes, changing perspective is triggered by something, other times it’s an exhausting process.
It definitely helped that I accepted that the day was crappy. Being in that feeling lessen the exhaustion of pretending for customers that the day is great. Also, if the day started at the bottom, the only other way is to stay the same or go up from there. It is then up to me to choose, which one.
I’m glad the day did get better. It isn’t the best day to remember and I’m sure tomorrow I’ll forget what happened today. And it won’t matter as well because sometimes, living can simply be just that, a day passing by.
