Talaarawan / Journal

Knuckles are drawn inwards inside my pockets, heart pounding, but lips smiling. Every day for weeks now this is me. Angry at something with no outlet. No way to get it off. People piss me…

I want to do animation. Specifically, fashion animation. This world we are in made digital an important aspect of the fashion industry. Not just in marketing, but in production as well. I have always loved…

There is so much fear and doubt that clouds my energy and motivation that I barely do that one step that gets me closer to the dream life. I’m scared no one would listen. I’m…

I look around me and there’s mess everywhere. Clothes, shoes, sewing equipment, fabrics, knick-knacks. Gahhhh! Spring will arrive at my house early. I need a change in my environment. This is too messy. I’m losing…

Today I can’t seem to lift the corners of my mouth. Today I can’t seem to breathe in fresh air. Today it seems I have reached a dead end and I can’t find my way…

Bundled in a blanket with the heater blazing at its highest. It’s not even raining, no. Sunshine tickled my room as if it’s the middle of summer. Yet, here I was, lying in bed with…

Do you believe in ghosts? I think that usually implies you believe in something greater or otherworldly. We happen to be talking about ghosts at our Korean lessons, because why not. It’s always a mystery…

Yup. As expected, days are not always great regardless of being at peace with my neglected self. Sometimes, it’s just accepting that and living life the best we can is a win on its own….

“It’s no use going back to yesterday because I was a different person then.” This is probably one of my most favorite quotes from Lewis Carroll’s Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland. It definitely is one of…

A glass silently sitting on the vast wooden surface. From its perspective, the brown surface went on like there’s no end to it. Undisturbed, it’s at peace with its clear body, textured only by the…